Devil said Dance

"how do you pick up the threads of an old life? how do you go on when in your heart you began to understand there is no going back, there is somethings that time cannot mend, some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold." ------- i can't put a finger on it but i notice that things are changing.. too fast.. --------- i have lost many things in my life, many things that i treasure, i still think about you. -------- Iphone is so overrated, bloody apple! ------ life is like a chess game, and i just lost my queen ------- don't cry for me, laugh with me, laugh till we can't, till we die! ---------------- Now playing: Hit the Lights - Save Your Breath via FoxyTunes

waking up to the curses of incorrigible bastards are a norm.. laughing at their idiocy is also a norm.. hahaha.. ------ i can't say that i'm not disappointed, i just didn't expect it to be like this i wish things could be the same as they used to. i don't know.. ------ and i wish you would just tell me.. tell me and i won't bother you again i can be a hell of a persistent bitch if i want but i'm tired of chasing you.. i see no point in doing that anymore no point.. ------ and to the women that took care of me my whole life, not being ungrateful or what, but, you are such a bitch sometimes.. i know i have no right in calling u that but you just make yourself hate-able sometimes thanks a lot f***** ------ do girls come with manuals, pissing me off, really! must i be cautious of what i say? Fuck it! ------ "i miss my past, i hate my present, i can't wait for my future." "i'm lying if i say i don't need you, cause i really do, but it doesn...

happy belated birthday to ain and zanaria, i love you both.. --------- i'm blessed to have classmates like randy and syamiran.. cool buggers daaaa... ---- i miss us rangers!!! i miss the times where we can go out whenever we like, miss it!! ---- i'm dying bit by bit, what remains are corroded bits of my entity. i never wanted for this all to happen, if i could take it all back i would, i would..no second thoughts about it!! --- "would you stay awake for me?" "things would never be the same again, people change. and there's nothing i can do about it" "and after all that you've been through, i will make it up to you. you're just a part of me i can't let go" ---------------- Now playing: Fabolous ft. T-Pain - Baby Don't Go via FoxyTunes

every word you say, it's killing me. i don't know what's happening to me, the headaches are getting worse. who i am hates who i've been, really simple quotes to distinguish reality from fantasy. ----------------- "distancing myself from reality it hurts too much here" ---------------- Now playing: Blink 182 - Adam's Song via FoxyTunes

it's been a while since i've been here, many a times i find myself staring at this blank screen, foggy images of recent happenings floating in my head. i don't know where to start and i don't know where to end.. but all i know is that i have a lot of "sorry's" to say, first and foremost, i've not only let myself down, i've let a friend down. i guess i can't please everybody, especially NOT at the same time secondly, to the ranger girls, i'm sorry if i come across as rude and obnoxious sometimes, i just.. i don't know what to say, i don't know.. i'm sorry, ok? i'm so sorry.. people ask me why i bother, i say "he's my friend" but i still mess it up, i know this would happen, i know.. i just don't know why i let it happen. i wish i could replay it back again things are so confusing.. i feel like all this happened before.. my head is so giddy.. i don't want to lose my friends, but why do i do things that...

school starts on monday, and i haven't buy shoes yet. ---------- people who's mindset is still in the '50s should be shot. bloody hell.. -------- i'm done listening to your crap, i'm done giving way to you, i'm done following your lead. ------- like you said, "mak?, why u call me mak? i'm not your mak?, mak kau dar mati" ------- i've chosen this path, i cannot turn back, i can't even look back. i'm sorry -------- "all our fears will eat us inside out, i never meant for this to happen, i really didn't." "1, 2 Fuck you, i won't change for you" ---------------- Listening to: Cobra Starship - The Kids Are All Fucked Up via FoxyTunes

human beings are queer creatures, u and i. no matter how i try to steer myself away from the matter, we are who we are. some of us hide our feelings under the creases of our heart, whilst some of us put ours on broad sleeves. i can safely say that i've met a lot of very frighteningly interesting people. some outrageously insane, some incredibly timid, few beautifully black-hearted. i never said i'm better than any of them, and i know i probably never will. what's the purpose of our existence, why are we here. why? i guess we're just part of the master plan or aren't we? ---------------- Listening to: Damien Rice - 9 Crimes via FoxyTunes