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waking up to the curses of incorrigible bastards are a norm..
laughing at their idiocy is also a norm..
hahaha..
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i can't say that i'm not disappointed,
i just didn't expect it to be like this
i wish things could be the same as they used to.
i don't know..
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and i wish you would just tell me..
tell me and i won't bother you again
i can be a hell of a persistent bitch if i want
but i'm tired of chasing you..
i see no point in doing that anymore
no point..
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and to the women that took care of me my whole life,
not being ungrateful or what,
but,
you are such a bitch sometimes..
i know i have no right in calling u that
but you just make yourself hate-able sometimes
thanks a lot f*****
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do girls come with manuals,
pissing me off, really!
must i be cautious of what i say?
Fuck it!
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"i miss my past,
i hate my present,
i can't wait for my future."

"i'm lying if i say i don't need you,
cause i really do,
but it doesn't seem to matter to you"


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