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happy belated birthday to ain and zanaria,
i love you both..
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i'm blessed to have classmates like randy and syamiran..
cool buggers daaaa...
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i miss us rangers!!!
i miss the times where we can go out whenever we like,
miss it!!
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i'm dying bit by bit,
what remains are corroded bits of my entity.
i never wanted for this all to happen,
if i could take it all back i would,
i would..no second thoughts about it!!
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"would you stay
awake for me?"

"things would never be the
same again,
people change.
and there's nothing i can do about it"

"and after all that you've been through,
i will make it up to you.
you're just a part of me i can't let go"





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