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i've removed the tagboard,
stupid spammers.
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school's getting interesting,
and for the first time in over 6 years,
i'm interested in school.
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hah!
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i get it now,
no matter how long i wait.
you'll never come back.
i'll deal with it.
denial is indeed more easier
than the cold, hard truth.
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"We like to think that we are rational beings;
humane,
conscientious,
civilized,
thoughtful.
But when things fall apart, even just a little,
it becomes clear, we are not better than animals.
We think, we walk erect, we speak, we dream,
but deep down we're still routing around in the primordial ooze;
biting, clawing, scratching out an existence in the cold,
dark world like the rest of the tree-toads and sloths."









i want to congratulate those who finally got what they wanted, have a good life.

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