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each one of us will
definitely have a
moment where giving
up seems like the best
solution,
running away,
away from it all.
the cliche would be,
confront it..
or something like
don't run away..
fuck it..
fuck it all.
Some problems
are just
not meant to be solved.
just leave it there
or better yet
kick it under the
carpet!!
---
hahaha!
---
spare me the lecture,
just turn around
and get the hell
out of my sight!
---
and aidil is back,
houston,
he's ok
---
at least you
said hello!
that's good
enough for me!
---
haha,
fucking queer!
---
you just make me
so fucking mad,
so fucking pissed
all the time.
finding faults,
that is stupidly
childish.
that is fuckingly
dog-brain comparable.
that is so damn fucking stupid
so fucking stupid,
so irritatingly
stupid.
so stupid that
it makes dog-sniff-butt
looks like the answer to
all our problems..
unbelievable!

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