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it's been a hectic few weeks,
first of all i would like to apologize to some people.
sorry pa, i didn't make it for your birthday party,
sorry auntie, i know i was a bad employee
sorry fazz, i should have layan-ed you more..hahs
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i'm sick and tired of trying to please people,
i know i'll never be able to.
i know i'll never be able to.
your words are like poison,
it eats me up from inside,
leaving me hollow and empty.
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"I don't get you . .
I can't forget what you've forgotten
All along
I've never been so alone"




"Your fascination
With naked walls of silk and skin
With no conditions
I needed you to notice....
That's all I wanted"




"We can not hide what we've become
So sick and tired of being numb
It's done, it's done
It's done"



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Listening to: Arctic Monkeys - Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts
via FoxyTunes

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