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The Darkness
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The sudden cold creep up my veins,
paralyzing me instantly.
What i thought was real just broke in front of me.
Being a kid and judged to be naive,
i thought i was in control of everything.
But in a seconds flash, everything that i believed in,
fall in a thousand pieces like shattered glass.
The cold wind swept across my face,
freezing my mind as it whispered lies into my ears.
Asking the heavens with my trembling hands in the air,
why did things turn out this way?
It answered me with a simple gesture,
wind ruffling my wet hair,
"You screwed up, i'm just here to make everything worse"
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