Devil said Dance

school starts on monday, and i haven't buy shoes yet. ---------- people who's mindset is still in the '50s should be shot. bloody hell.. -------- i'm done listening to your crap, i'm done giving way to you, i'm done following your lead. ------- like you said, "mak?, why u call me mak? i'm not your mak?, mak kau dar mati" ------- i've chosen this path, i cannot turn back, i can't even look back. i'm sorry -------- "all our fears will eat us inside out, i never meant for this to happen, i really didn't." "1, 2 Fuck you, i won't change for you" ---------------- Listening to: Cobra Starship - The Kids Are All Fucked Up via FoxyTunes

human beings are queer creatures, u and i. no matter how i try to steer myself away from the matter, we are who we are. some of us hide our feelings under the creases of our heart, whilst some of us put ours on broad sleeves. i can safely say that i've met a lot of very frighteningly interesting people. some outrageously insane, some incredibly timid, few beautifully black-hearted. i never said i'm better than any of them, and i know i probably never will. what's the purpose of our existence, why are we here. why? i guess we're just part of the master plan or aren't we? ---------------- Listening to: Damien Rice - 9 Crimes via FoxyTunes

Happy Birthday, Qamarul Arrifin Bin Abdul Rasheed a.k.a Qua Saikong. Knowing you has been my Pleasure, quite surprisingly, hahs I pray for your long life and your well being, whenever i'm praying, of course. ----------------- Thank You, Cik Rasheed and Munira for the treat, baby! ------------- "no matter how hard we try to conceal it, the skeletons keep popping in our closets. no matter how hard we try to lie, all our secrets will surface one day" "i'm holding on, but you're letting go. i'm making pancakes, you're leaving home." "i've tried to love you, i know u did too. we're too different, me and you." ---------------- Listening to: Iron & Wine - Naked As We Came via FoxyTunes

yesterday was probably the gerek-est day ever hahs i met the coolest taxi driver ever, smoke in his cab, drove like 130km/h most of the time.. hahs bitching about "KELING-KIA" i had to admit, i've always had this thing against chinese people, but the people i met yesterday showed me that not all of them are disgusting, nose-picking, son of a bitches. the taxi driver, the dude who gave us 3 free tickets.. enough of this. the atmosphere at the stadium was quite ok, quite a turn-out.. Singapore actually put up a fight, quite shocking Duric was marvelous, Precious was outstanding in defence, Lionel prove he is still the No. 1 keeper in S'pore the rest of the players are quite good, shi jiayi has a very good vision, his ball passing is also superb. after winning this match, i hope S'pore can go all the way ----------- "My worst fear is being what you want me to be Never would i imagined that things were screwed up like this. Your words, all lies makes me wanna cr...

happy birthday, mak you are already old, haha --------- "things are getting better, skies are becoming clearer. whatever is the matter, it can wait till later" ----------- i love us, rangers! -------- why do i even bother, i don't know why i give a damn maybe.. FUCK IT!!!!! ---------------- Listening to: Jonas Brothers - When You Look Me In The Eyes via FoxyTunes

yesterday was fun, it was ok, it was quite good, it was exemplary enough, it was..ok.. --------- fazz, u know i love you! i didn't mean to ever doubt you i'm sorry i should know better i should --------- and qua, mcm story hindustan ar lu but nvm, i know you're strong be happy.. ------------ and eri, i don't know what to say.. hahs tell efy i said happy birthday.. so short..20 years old already.. hahs.. ------------ and mira, like i said.. "Anda perlu jadi wonder woman sementara superman anda rehat" correct right? be strong too.. ---------- "i never i thought i say this, but i miss u like crazy" --------------- Listening to: A1 - Fixing A Broken Heart via FoxyTunes

There's no reason for me to stay here anymore there's nothing, there's nothing. i just don't know what the fuck is your problem i don't know fuck off give me my space! FUCK! i don't know what to say anymore i just don't know I'm trying to rationalize everything I'm trying to put everything into perspective. i try I'm not perfect, i know you don't have to tell me you don't have to remind me what i am in your eyes you don't have to, i know it's the simple things that mattered, i know i don't matter i've never been i have a lot of regrets in my life a lot. if money is so important to you keep it bitch keep it, take it all take it i don't give a FUCK i don't give a rat's ass to what you have to say i've heard enough enough! i have to be patient, FUCK YOU!! ---------------- and yan, i feel like i have to get this off my chest i'm sorry FUCK YOU!! u don't know the one thing about me and you have the ball...