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I know, in my heart, that it's done.
I just don't know how to end it. I have nothing and am nothing.
I can't talk or type about this without ending up crying and sobbing like a fucking baby.
And it hurts all the time, and that's the truth. I need help and i can't find it,
that's a god damn lie, i don't deserve to be helped.

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