The moment i realize i can never be one of them,
I can never feel what they feel.
The happiness of living a fulfilling life,
Of being loved through and through.

I can lie and say it's okay but it's not,
It's not okay to feel like this every single time i wake up.
Wanting to end it all,
This pain, all this anger bubbling beneath my skin.

I want to feel what they feel.
But i have given up,
Or i am just so empty after trying my best.