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"when everything is so messed up and you feel like giving up.
think of tomorrow and how bright it shines.
look at the pills in your hands and think what you're doing to yourself.
think of the her and be at peace with it.
change your life like how you want it to be.
don't think of the corruption or how easy they're let off.
be strong, inside and out.
be strong and keep that smile always."
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the sweat and tears irritates the eyes.
but just swallow the pain and crumple it.
like it's not there.

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