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i'm still me,
i'm always here.
screw u if that's what
you think.
---
i have my problems,
i just don't like to talk
about me.
i don't like it.
i like to immerse myself
in other people's problems
cos' it helps me forget about
mine temporarily.
---
how many times do i have
to break before i shatter?
---
and listen here carefully rangers,
i miss u guys!
i miss the company.
i miss the laughter.
i miss the innocence.
i miss everything.
why did we throw everything away?
why did we give up that easily?
why do we have to behave like this?
sigh..
i'm just sick of crying,
i'm just sick of thinking,
i'm just sick of being in denial
---
"takder korg,
takder aku!"

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