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things change too drastically that
i don't even know who some people are.
change in itself is a good thing,
not denying it..
but why use it to its limit..
why change until you and
those around you don't even know
who you are anymore..
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the feeling of euphoria subsides,
that's when the pain kicks in
i wish for another dose
another one to fly.
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it's all nothing but a lie,
but you'll never believe me
maybe it's better off this way,
better off this way.
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"would you remember me?,
cos i know i won't forget you"
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"take some pills to
go to lala-land"

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