Devil said Dance

each one of us will definitely have a moment where giving up seems like the best solution, running away, away from it all. the cliche would be, confront it.. or something like don't run away.. fuck it.. fuck it all. Some problems are just not meant to be solved. just leave it there or better yet kick it under the carpet!! --- hahaha! --- spare me the lecture, just turn around and get the hell out of my sight! --- and aidil is back, houston, he's ok --- at least you said hello! that's good enough for me! --- haha, fucking queer! --- you just make me so fucking mad, so fucking pissed all the time. finding faults, that is stupidly childish. that is fuckingly dog-brain comparable. that is so damn fucking stupid so fucking stupid, so irritatingly stupid. so stupid that it makes dog-sniff-butt looks like the answer to all our problems.. unbelievable!

when you think you know a person, everything suddenly changes and you're back to where you started, back at square one. and it sucks, it sucks to have done almost everything to make it better, and it just takes one small matter to restart the fire. --- there's no point, no point --- and to the vice president, get well soon.. and shit...this is scary...hahaha i've read it and can't help but smile! thank you!

the undeniable truth keep taunting me. i have always been in denial in my own world, my beliefs. now i realize it's time for me to move on. --- tell me darling, what am i to you?

you really make me hate you, to the point where i really wished u were dead or better yet, me. maybe my life is meant to be this way.. ---- a good friend of mine said, "why are you always so negative?" as simple a question it may sound, the words really stayed in my head. ---- men are the victim of their own habit, that's what he always said to me ---- "one thing after another they come, they come so fast and hard. i wished for a brighter day, but all that came was more pain i wanted to have some say, but you pushed me way away" ---- let it be, let it be

everything's better off this way, maybe. before the battle is fought, the soldiers give up it's not even the war yet... better off this way

why do we wish for things we can never have? why aren't we satisfied with what we have? ----- here are some questions which i find ridiculously humorous! Do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune? Why did you just try singing the two songs above? Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? ----------------- enough of this, ok last.. is it possible to be totally partial? done!!! good day, strange creatures!!!!

Oceans, devotions these notions run dry got me thinking and i don't know why you cut me deep, got me bleeding you're like an anchor, you got me sinking I think that i might be leaving i just don't know how and i'm asking why these consequences got me thinking there will never be a right time to say goodbye Departure time 7:30 i'm packed and ready to go first-class tickets outta here i think it's time to fly off from here You never said you love me maybe once, maybe twice but i know you never mean it you said i'm incorrigible, unmanageable but it's you who's being unpredictable by: randy and me