money's a bitch.
too much and it control you.
too little and you become a criminal.
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you shouldn't have made me one of your own.
now i want your other children have.
i know i'm selfish.
but in the end,
we have to be.
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sometimes, i feel that suicide is the only way out.
i know, i know.
"you're being naive, god doesn't like it"
screw god.
where is he when i needed him.
i'm done.
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i'm sorry for not updating.
i feel that i've lost myself.
soul searching starts all over again.
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i miss you, mom.