Devil said Dance

each one of us will definitely have a moment where giving up seems like the best solution, running away, away from it all. the cliche would be, confront it.. or something like don't run away.. fuck it.. fuck it all. Some problems are just not meant to be solved. just leave it there or better yet kick it under the carpet!! --- hahaha! --- spare me the lecture, just turn around and get the hell out of my sight! --- and aidil is back, houston, he's ok --- at least you said hello! that's good enough for me! --- haha, fucking queer! --- you just make me so fucking mad, so fucking pissed all the time. finding faults, that is stupidly childish. that is fuckingly dog-brain comparable. that is so damn fucking stupid so fucking stupid, so irritatingly stupid. so stupid that it makes dog-sniff-butt looks like the answer to all our problems.. unbelievable!

when you think you know a person, everything suddenly changes and you're back to where you started, back at square one. and it sucks, it sucks to have done almost everything to make it better, and it just takes one small matter to restart the fire. --- there's no point, no point --- and to the vice president, get well soon.. and shit...this is scary...hahaha i've read it and can't help but smile! thank you!

the undeniable truth keep taunting me. i have always been in denial in my own world, my beliefs. now i realize it's time for me to move on. --- tell me darling, what am i to you?