Devil said Dance

i've never felt so bad, i've always wanted things to be right but circumstances don't allow me to ----------------------------- i know u are sick, i know i over-reacted to some things i don't know how and what to say.. i've said too many things that i know have hurt you too many things -------------------- i heard you cry yourself to sleep, i wasn't sleeping, it broke my heart i knew i hurt you ----------------- and yan, thanks for the advice ---------------- Mira, get well soon! ----------------------- " so many things i wished i hadn't done, so many things i wished i had left unsaid and undone makes me realize my actions were reckless, the pain i felt, i don't wanna feel it again." --------------------------- ---------------- Listening to: All Time Low - Six Feet Under The Stars via FoxyTunes

" don't tell me what i can't do, don't ever tell me that " " empty promises, full lies, hazy truth, it's all bull!" ---------------- Listening to: Taylor Swift - I'm Only Me When I'm With You via FoxyTunes

The day i feared would always happen.. a day where i would i actually lay my hand on my father bloody hell, i lost all sense of self-control today i never meant to do it i never meant to do it what you're angry at me for choosing the wrong course in ite.come on my friends has nothing to do with the choices i make.. and don't u ever dare try to bring my friends into this u jerk you wanna see attitude, take this bitch i'll never be good enough for u is it.. i try so hard, u will never know that u know why i take electrical, fool i place that as my 2nd choice because mama wants me to. no.. u don't wanna hear to reason, u egoistic, shallow jerk it's not all about climbing things bitch fuck, i don't even know how to get my point in your fickle-minded brain what is your problem, and what, because i fidget around, u wanna kick me u wanna kick me u wanna bloody kick me i would just sit down if i'm around 12 i'm sorry, i'm sorry --------------------------- ...

"Your words, burn my resistance away. Your words, break my heart. i'm sorry, i never meant to turn out this way.. i never meant to throw it all in your face. i never meant to do a lot of things. This time around, i'll make sure i do it carefully too much is at stake.." --------------------------------- to the rangers, i miss u guys like crazy.. maybe not eri...hahs to faz..i love u like hell to mira, where the hell u go? to eri, i hate Sats, to qua, waaa pergi negeri aku nampak..i miss u like crazy ---------------- Listening to: Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close, Don't Go via FoxyTunes

it's been a hectic few weeks, first of all i would like to apologize to some people. sorry pa, i didn't make it for your birthday party, sorry auntie, i know i was a bad employee sorry fazz, i should have layan-ed you more..hahs ------------------------------------------- i'm sick and tired of trying to please people, i know i'll never be able to. i know i'll never be able to. your words are like poison, it eats me up from inside, leaving me hollow and empty. ------------------------------------- "I don't get you . . I can't forget what you've forgotten All along I've never been so alone" "Your fascination With naked walls of silk and skin With no conditions I needed you to notice.... That's all I wanted" "We can not hide what we've become So sick and tired of being numb It's done, it's done It's done" ---------------- Listening to: Arctic Monkeys - Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts via FoxyTunes