it hurts when the people who are close to you
don't trust you.
and they don't bother to hide the fact that they
don't trust you.
and when you realize that everything is fake,
that's when it's too late.
you feel like crying but you've got no more tears to.
you wanna do something about it but deep in your heart,
you know that nothing will change.
and that's when you realize that you are alone.
no one else matters but yourself.
and that's that.
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it hurts,
haha.
i'm about to have a breakdown.
stay away.
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"the morning rays drowns the dark, cold night.
fighting the urges to commit these sins.
keeping my faith as strong as it can ever be.
i wear my heart on my sleeve only for you to see."