Devil said Dance

haha, i fight and die alone.. no one with me.. smile with me.. ----- can't be bothered anymore.. i've sold my soul to the devil.. ----- i need to start playing rugby again.. ---- cool use of lingo choose your words wisely cos i'm reading ----- "it's me who got the demons to wrestle now." ---------------- Now playing: Lynard Skynard - Tuesday's Gone via FoxyTunes

i'm going down a path that i promised myself i would never go. i don't know what i'm doing, haha.. i don't even know who i am anymore?? ---------------- Now playing: Aaron Lewis feat Fred Durst - Outside via FoxyTunes

mak, u can take your smart comments and shove it up your ass for all i care. my stuff is never important to you, i know. you saw her meddling with my stuff yet you have the cheek to say that you wanted to go to the toilet. thanks a lot la bitch. thanks for nothing. i really don't get you you can be so nice in front of others and you treat me like dirt once everything is over and done with and please, before i lose all sense of my fucking self control, stop it with your snide remarks. ------ "i am stronger than this, i am fucking stronger than you'll ever be."

"the darkness is calling me, calling out to me i can't go.. not yet" ----- the tears is really falling down my cheeks, i can't control, listening to songs that really breaks my heart. i can't take it, thinking "why can't i be positive, why can't i be like the rest, just try to be happy, even though i'm not. i don't even know who i am anymore, i don't even know who i am changing to, i don't know why this has to happen, i don't know why i've even let this happen to myself. --------- "the cut is too deep, i don't think it will ever heal, it stings like a bitch, out of control." -------- "it's what you do to me, it really is" -------- i've been taking a lot of things for granted, a lot things that were never of my concern things that i don't care about, that makes me ungrateful, unappreciative of what others had and is still doing for me, the days are passing faster than we know, sooner than we e

i blog-hop a lot and it has come to my attention that in every other blog i end up in, there will always be those that have their own sypnosis or better yet their own ideal description of what their brand of friends is and should behave like. Some call them hypocrites and some simply label them back stabbers, posers etc, to me personally, i think the labelers themselves are the real hypocrites here. It takes one to know one, they say. And god forbid, i'm one of them. I mean who the hell are you guys to say how your friends should be like? --------- And now making it official, I am a vulgar person. I'll always be vulgar, i'll scold whatever i want, whenever i want and to whomever i want. Too bad for you if you can't take it. And please laa for goodness sake, don't give me the "i think you're bias" crap, bias...haha...it sounds funny the first time around. There is a reason for what i do, there is a reason why i tone down my lingo when talking to some pe