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sometimes i wonder why i'm like this, always hot tempered and curses are my second language. then i realize, you're like that too. you can never talk to people nicely. you can never not use swear words. i am not a criminal, they are not criminals. don't be a bitch. don't be a fucking jerk. don't make me hate you more, old man. ---
"when everything is so messed up and you feel like giving up. think of tomorrow and how bright it shines. look at the pills in your hands and think what you're doing to yourself. think of the her and be at peace with it. change your life like how you want it to be. don't think of the corruption or how easy they're let off. be strong, inside and out. be strong and keep that smile always." --- the sweat and tears irritates the eyes. but just swallow the pain and crumple it. like it's not there.
The double standard is always a bitch. Being fair is never an option to you, isn't it? I get rubbish whilst your daughters get the best. I'm not being ungrateful but it's just nice to be treated fairly once in a while. --- Let's say a friend is a need of help, would you just help them for the sake of helping or go an extra mile just to make it more worthwhile for them? Don't be so self centered. I don't wanna say anything else. Lol. ---
you do more for her in a month than me in 18 years, i understand, you don't have to explain to me. i know my place. i know where i come from. it's just nice to be thought of first once in a while. --- forgive me, if i may sound ungrateful. i miss you, mom.
pent up frustrations not doing me any good. i can't walk properly, i can't stand properly, i can't sit properly. --- i will say this a thousand more times, i miss you mak, more than you'll ever know, i want to sit with you, laugh with you, cry with you. i miss you. --- good night.