Devil said Dance

"when everything is so messed up and you feel like giving up. think of tomorrow and how bright it shines. look at the pills in your hands and think what you're doing to yourself. think of the her and be at peace with it. change your life like how you want it to be. don't think of the corruption or how easy they're let off. be strong, inside and out. be strong and keep that smile always." --- the sweat and tears irritates the eyes. but just swallow the pain and crumple it. like it's not there.

The double standard is always a bitch. Being fair is never an option to you, isn't it? I get rubbish whilst your daughters get the best. I'm not being ungrateful but it's just nice to be treated fairly once in a while. --- Let's say a friend is a need of help, would you just help them for the sake of helping or go an extra mile just to make it more worthwhile for them? Don't be so self centered. I don't wanna say anything else. Lol. ---

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you do more for her in a month than me in 18 years, i understand, you don't have to explain to me. i know my place. i know where i come from. it's just nice to be thought of first once in a while. --- forgive me, if i may sound ungrateful. i miss you, mom.

pent up frustrations not doing me any good. i can't walk properly, i can't stand properly, i can't sit properly. --- i will say this a thousand more times, i miss you mak, more than you'll ever know, i want to sit with you, laugh with you, cry with you. i miss you. --- good night.

bias is what bias does. don't try to hide the fact you can't stand my guts with stupid fucked up reasons. it's just saddening, saddening cause nothing changes. i always thought this kind of thing always happen on the telly, never in real life. no hard feelings cos i was never part of your family. so i don't mind. it just hurt, sometimes. --- when you don't have somewhere to call your own personal space then you can talk to me. don't be one fucked up smart alec. bitch ass. --- i don't expect you to understand. have a fucking good day. bye.

you don't see what you're doing. i don't think you even care. if you say you do, you're doing a hell of a job showing it. inside, it's empty. --- i'm not emotional, you think i like to be so emotional. you think i like to be so unhappy. --- amidst the hurricane in my head, i just want to smile honestly. i just want to be normal. the anger, the pain. it just hurts. --- "thy kingdom come" please make me believe you're out there. watching over me. i just want to be happy. --- good night, bitches.