been several months since i got a job. and they are pressuring me to leave the house, i will leave. i will leave all the poison, the kinds that eats you from tbe inside out, behind. i am trying my best to find a place, a room where i can call my own, do my own laundry, sleep on a bed that is mine, even though i rent it i can still call it mine. i need to start taking the bus to work, i need to stop taking cab. i need to be more smart with my money.