Devil said Dance

you don't see what you're doing. i don't think you even care. if you say you do, you're doing a hell of a job showing it. inside, it's empty. --- i'm not emotional, you think i like to be so emotional. you think i like to be so unhappy. --- amidst the hurricane in my head, i just want to smile honestly. i just want to be normal. the anger, the pain. it just hurts. --- "thy kingdom come" please make me believe you're out there. watching over me. i just want to be happy. --- good night, bitches.

the part that worries me the most is that most fights would fizzle itself out, but this one doesn't seem to anytime die out. i don't like my family. and my family don't like me. it's a win win situation. --- i feel bad for her sometimes, but after that when she fucks my day up. all sense of sympathy's gone. and all i wanna do is to kill them all. kill them all, slow and painfully. yeah, i'm turning out well. a murderous psychopath. i should just turn myself in. --- good day bitches.

nothing's left inside. there's no soul, there's no pain, there's nothing. i'm only left with a memory of what could have been different. life is never fair, there's no other bitter pill than that. --- and did i forget to mention anger. sometimes all i see is a pool of blood, with everyone in it. i fear i could no longer suppress it. so this is how psychotic murderers are born. oh well. --- have a bloody good day.

i wish i was closer to you. i wish we were like last time. i wished we were wishing the same thing. ---- 8 Feb, pls come faster.

i'm cold, hungry and my heart hurts. not that you care. bye.

cold day, cold hearts cold people, cold farts? --- anyway, have i mentioned that i am in love with smallville. haha. i am attracted to a girl that doesn't even know i exist. two hearts living in two different worlds. so ya. fuck it. --- COYS ---