your day is not done until you make it hell for me, isn't it. i try to be nice. i try to be reasonable. seriously, go fuck yourself. i literally don't give a rat's ass what you think. i hate you. it kills me. what you're doing. i have been withstanding it all my life. god, pls take my soul. i know this sounds so gay. but try walking in my shoes. i'm not asking for your sympathy, i just want you to understand me. --- i just want to lead a normal life, i want to have a normal family. i want to have a normal life. is that so hard to ask. really? --- there is this big, empty hole where my heart used to be. and no, i'm not talking about a girl. i want to feel wanted. i want to feel cared for. i want to feel that i'm needed. i'm just repeating myself, i know. but i don't care. --- i see my friends who are close to their parents and i feel like crying. i hear their parents tell their children they love them and i feel jealous like hell. i don't care wha