i keep going back and forth. not knowing if i'm gonna stick with the plan. i keep going back and forth. damn it, man. --- ok think about this for a sec. FREEWILL what if there's no such thing as freewill, a delusion we force our self to believe in to give us a reason to do the things we do. what if everything is scripted. like you coming here and reading this. now what's the chances of that, huh. think about it. --- " repent and thou shalt be saved ."